May 2009
1 post
February 2009
3 posts
January 2009
9 posts
To RA
Ok so I took some time off and went on a bit of a trip to the mountains. On return am genuinely saddened by all the RA/Tumblr in - fights. Absolutely ridiculous!
I love his music as much as anyone and listen to it most days.. Its been this wonderful gift to be able to share the music..especially the live shows, well what can i say they have been some of most amazing experiences!
Would i want...
Why you should always trust your gut
HAve you ever met someone, unexpectedly, with whom you had a real connection with,who you felt totally comfortable chatting to,someone on the same wavelenght as you …and all those cliches.
This person is straight to the point. ” I really like you ” he says and you somehow know he means it. You happen to be seeing someone for the last few months and stupidly feel guilty even...
Back at work after Xmas hols and uggh its a killer…know i shouldnt moan as sooo many people are being made redundant. Most of the time i dont mind work really..some fantastic people I work with and have made true friends also…but have encountered a bully and just finding it difficult to deal with this situation..will have to as its just not going away!
I miss my laptop too..left it in...
Film noir and sugar buzz
Oh crikey its 3:40 am and am wide awake…. ALSO have managed to polish off half a box of After Eight mints and the evidence in wrapper form lieS scattered about me! I totaly refused to eat these earlier due to my new yrs healthy eating buzz…:)! Think i will have to drug myself to sleep… otc only of course!
It is 2009 now.
cardinalcave:
I have survived my “cold veggie-turkey ” attempt at quitting smoking. I am smoke free and feeling okay. We are now in the future ( I should know I woke up and it was 2009, it was 2008 when I fell asleep….) so I am now going to go running. Why? Because if I don’t do something I will probably smoke and I have read so much I think my eyes will fall out. That said, “Bonfire of the...
New year evolution
2009…whoa!! I’m reluctant to commit to resolutions..but… I will try to be braver this yr.. no more lurking! This is the year for a change
Happy New Year my fellow Tumblers! All good wishes and hope going out to you! x
December 2008
15 posts
Sunday night Nocturne
I’m reverting to my holiday nocturnal state…funny but i’m a much calmer relaxed person at night..I can see endless possibilities and sunny horizons!
In the cold light of day it all evaporates..think I must be on a severe seretonin dip in the AM?
Listening to Lizzie…man Phil was a legend!Shame he had to burn out Soo young!
holiday blues
harley-quinn:
teaandbiccies:
cant seem to shake them…they arrived on Xmas eve and have continued despite efforts. Maybe its a sign that something is up???Who knows…perhaps theres a good song in there.
Could be something to do with fact that am alone again this xmas while friends are in love, married, sprouting babies..
Anyhow, i need to get this sorry ass of mine to do something about...
cardinalcave:
it is because i am in the first stages of withdraw from smoking. i intend this to be my last year i smoke.
i will list why it will a good thing now because why not.
1. no more wheezing
2. cancer runs in my family
3. people i love, people who love me for who i am, who i turn to for peace of mind, people i care so much for want me to quit
4. i smoke and drink coffee when...
My Turn; What I adore about "clusterfuck"
Ignore the cyber bullies….and cheers sounds like a cool song..will check it out!
cardinalcave:
RA said about RA post
”I think it’s weird you really liked the chord progressions of “Clusterfuck”, how they reminded you of soaring pop music AND also the brash minimalism of melodic punk/pop type guitar voicings- also- how the sentiment of the song is SO straight up and not hiding...
holiday blues
cant seem to shake them…they arrived on Xmas eve and have continued despite efforts. Maybe its a sign that something is up???Who knows…perhaps theres a good song in there.
Could be something to do with fact that am alone again this xmas while friends are in love, married, sprouting babies..
Anyhow, i need to get this sorry ass of mine to do something about it!
Good to hear from both of u Cards.. Holiday wishes...
cardinalcave:
welcome old friend. It was getting kinda lonely around here! The Slyder
go to bed
Sometimes its hard to get off this damm thing..but its lovely and stops me feeling alone and helps me to feel connected
NZ brought the sun back
Before i went to NZ I had lost it…courage, peace of mind, laughter, self worth. It gave something back to me it, instilled some of its peaceful essence into my lungs and i returned radiant and shining.Also, I’ve never been as healthy, ever!
People there have it sussed..they dont need to ask the questions..they have the answers!
Theres a place on the west coast, really remote(ha, but...
November 2008
24 posts
Flip
I havent done this in a week ..man..i’ve been kinda busy what with work and social thing. Always gets a bit hectic in lead up to the holidays.
Tues - Tom Baxter..forgot what a cool voice the man has ..a true romantica
Good to have DRA back!! YAY!!Love reading your beautifulway with words and take on life.
odd ramblings past the witching hour
Its ok to say you miss people..i have a list ..people seem to fluctuate in and mostly out of my life..I dont scare them away..I know humans are transitory beings but each time i hope they’ll stick around..never happens
Not sure who i miss most..the one who betrayed me or the one who couldnt stay even though she tried so hard and i tried to hold on ..but she floated away.
i miss your words...
Wednesday Moaaaaaaan!
Why do bad things happen in multiples?? Bleep Bleep!!!!
i CANT UNDERSTAND IT?! mAKES me think that this Universe is not so random as we think. in the grand scheme of things my “problems” are nothing but since i am bloomin centre of this universe i live in they are mighty big to me!!!
Just when you think things have gotten better .they come back and bite u in the ASS!!Ok rant over but...
Tuesday Groooaaann! :(
Have some weird lingering headache thing..I feel icky and tired! Not productive at work..need to b on form tomorrow. Interviewd another girl for room..she was ok..nice even. Cant imagine living with these strangers..am becoming less tolerant as i grow older..guess its hard to replace ur friend..always tomorrow..two people left to see.Groooaann!
Koko
I hadnt checked in with Koko for many years now but she was one of the many inspirational beings that led me to becoming a Vegetarian way back in 93.
We inhabit this planet with some of the most amazing creatures ever.. Koko is indeed an ambassador for all of them.
I guess her blogs back then were the first i ever subscribed to..i was knocked out by how much emotion she felt in her...
follower no more
I’ve decided not to follow people…I mean i was reading other peoples thoughts way too much..and i guess they can kind of mix up with your own..not good ..for me anyhow.
Man in the moon
Goodnite man in the moon, stream your light, bathing us in a shrowd of moonbeams bright. peaceful,and balmy slumber to all who rest beneath your radient fall.
goodbye B..you are missed!
Oiche mhaith.
Buena Vista Social Club....
Ahhh, melodies from a tropical island far away…I’m transported!
Thanks a million
Dear Cardinal’s, what an amazingly intense and exiherating electric jam packed evening we shared in The Ambassador last Saturday. Wow! The music has lived with me for days and man does the new album completely rock live…as always! Crossed out name and Stop ..so pure and powerful. Go raibh mile mhaith agaibh x
empty room :(
My friend moved out tonight …am so sad:(! Although I’m getting better at excepting the constant change in our world.. cant help feeling sad when someone special moves on.Why is it only at those moments of loss do you realise how lucky you’ve been?
A few years ago this would have really hit me hard..guess this is the yardstick by which I can measure how much i;ve healed.
Change...
looking for a new flatmate!!
just in the midst of interviewing some people who i could potentially share this little space with in Dublin. ..I dont do well alone..go kinda crazy after a few days ha, ha!!i guess women just need to talk !?
So yes the perfect person…Hmmmm? Doesnt exist
Its the ones i think i’ll never get on with that i somehow end up gelling with?Obviously i’m a pooor judge of...
